shut n Under construction

12th August 20

my blogSpot is still open...
in fact i think i'm gonna keep on writting crap bout everything n anything to my hearts desire
(n when i do have the time of course...heheh)

my HEART is shut n under construction...
(i made it wide Open...it became a freakShow)

everything is up n about
hyped n horny
crazy n deranged....
as long as it doesn't corcern the heart dept.
n that is when the REAL CURRY apears....

n here i have tina turner's song "what's Love got to do with it" whinning in my head.

for the time being...i'm fuckin scared to open it again....
its just such a mess...
n even if i do...
i become someOne else...
somewhat..
pathethic.....
(i chose not to go there again...)
why...

i become too honest...n noOne wants that in this world anymore...
do they?
Ahhhh....Crap

4.55pm